Your younger self couldn’t understand that Daddy and Mommy we’re young parents and still trying to figure out who they were themselves. Your younger self couldn’t understand that Mommy and Daddy’s arguing wasn’t about you. Your younger self couldn’t understand that Daddy and Mommy’s lack of attention/affection or love was more a reflection of their OWN childhood experiences than you. When you’re a kid, you don’t have the mental capacity to figure out WHY your parents (caregiv

And I just allowed him to nourish me. He feed me food. Kissed me slow. Rubbed my entire body with the sweetest smelling lotion. Carried me off to bed. Playing in my hair as I fell asleep. He didn’t make a sexual pass at me (what so ever). He just kept telling me, he wanted me to feel good and relaxed. And I did. I allowed myself to step out of my mind and FULLY into my body. Into the receiving mode. Allowing him to shower me with compliments and sweet kisses. Last night I was